I don't normally do this but...

ps: 'YOU', meaning the people I see almost everyday of my life. The judgmental GROUP of people who don't seem to appreciate me. To hell with them.

I can't drink, I can't party, I can't write fantastically. I can't sing, I can't make a movie, sometimes, I can't even express my feelings properly. I don't listen to loud music, I don't go to random clubs in the city to 'get down' with my friends. Instead, I stay at home and fangirl on Tumblr with random people I don't know over the net. I can't take nice pictures, and I don't own an expensive camera to pretend that I do. I don't articulate my words properly all the time, and my answers to my homework might not be a hundred percent perfect. I don't own an expensive phone, or an expensive laptop. I own enough to get me by. I don't have people I constantly fight with, and disagree with as friends, but instead, I have people who enjoy my company. I enjoy their company too. By the way, they're better than all of the friends you will ever have combined, so don't come telling me that you just 'HAPPEN TO' socialize well with the 'cool' people because frankly speaking, I don't give a flying fuck. As long as I'm happy, you mean nothing to me. Hell, you don't mean anything to me, anyday!

Honestly speaking, I'd rather be "lame" and stay at home doing my own thing instead of destroying my liver and eardrums with so many people I know. Even though I choose to do this, it doesn't make me any less human. It doesn't make me weird, or retarded, or even nerdy for that matter. It just makes me Deborah Lor, the currently fifteen year old girl. But, if you were to judge me, it would make you a fucking retard. I'm not even going to be asked to be excused for my language, because it seems to be the only language you judgmental bitches out there understand. If you think I have no social life, you're absolutely right. If you think that I spend too much time on the net, you're right as well. I ask for nothing, but your understanding. Please note that I'm human, and humans have feelings. Remember that if you do judge me, you're a fucking animal.

I don't want an award, save it for someone who deserves one. I don't need an award for telling you who I am. So please, if you think that I'm attention seeking, you can just bloody drop dead for all I care.

All is settled now.